I will never, ever, in my life do that again. For God's sake, I don't even smoke! What am I doing playing a bi-polar woman off her meds and on a blind date with someone she met in a sleazy tabloid's personal ad? What am I doing? I'm groveling! No, I am trying to prove to myself that I can do this!
The reason why I love this part so much is because it's all over the place! I get to be free and crazy at the same time, and get away with it.
How much fun did I have with it? You don't want to know. If only you knew! I really liked listening to the others' monologues as well.
If you ever get the chance, you should take an acting and/or improvisation class. Get out of your skin, and just do it!