Friday, April 25, 2025

She used to be mine

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N2sow2WYQNQ&list=RDN2sow2WYQNQ&index=1

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Addiction and alcoholism robbs you of your ability to see you. The you you used to be. Does it not? Is there a reason I cry everytime I listen to this song? 

I'm not pregnant and don't intend to be. 


but messy and kind? 


I don't recognize me? 


thst place and its patrons have taken more than I've gave them (school and home) 


I'm imperfect and I try 


I am good 


But lie 


I am hard on myself 


I am broken and won't ask for help 


I am messy and I am kind 


I am lonely most of the time 



I am the partner of an alcoholic of 13 years. 


I am gone 


I used to be me. 



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